What more do you want from me?
An arm, a leg?
Here, I might as well saw them off and give them to you because you have taken everything else from me.
You stole the glowing light from within me that made me shine with confidence.
You stole my heart, and pulverised it.
You stole my ability to feel; after you drowned me in feeling anything but you.
You stole my ability to trust through the compulsive lying and repetitive gambling.
You stole my kindness; ripped it from within me, threw it to the floor numerous times and watched it bleed dry.
You stole my thoughts; my mind is lost in memories and what if’s.
You stole my strength, and now I have succumb to this illness as being my defeator.
You stole my hope for the future, for romance, for change, for what once was.
You stole my pride, in myself and in you.
You stole my happiness, and now I fear I will be chained to this numbness forever.
You stole my ability to self-heal, and to have more strength as this illness destroys my body.
You stole my sunshine, and left me with a painted grey cloud of excuses.
You stole my time; I waited for you, I waited for you some more… the waiting was neverending.
You stole my generosity and overused it to your advantage because you knew you had me wrapped around your little finger.
You stole my ability to forgive and forget; because every time I believed you, you knived me in the back.
You stole my independence, as my life always revolved around you.
You stole my dreams; of having an honest relationship, a family, a future.
You stole my ability to love, or ever be loved again.
So, trust me when I say that giving you one of my limbs is nothing in comparison to what you have already taken from me.